I want this to stop

I don’t know how to express to him.

It’s really hurting me.

But I can’t say it, because when I say it, it’s sounds like I’m being ridiculous.

Like I’m being annoying. He keeps talking… about something. About some far off place. But I can’t focus. I just nod, and then hold my breath so I can respond “uh huh”.

I hate this, was this how it was supposed to be?

Everything is a blur. He keeps going on, like everything is normal. Why won’t he agree that everything is not normal?

But he doesn’t care, it doesn’t matter. As long as his agenda

is made.

It will

ALL

BE

OKAY.

 

 

….right?

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