I wonder… how can I see God as my satisfaction? As my best friend? and also as my lover? As well as my sufficient fullness that fills that deafening silence?
God will give me faith to be strong through this. So that I can still see Him through all the storm.
But it gets hard sometimes, when my eyes are focusing on earthly things instead of focusing on the things above.
I know I really shouldn’t compare. But sometimes, when I see other couples, I start comparing our relationship to theirs. Which I know is stupid and wrong. But then I see how good our relationship was compared to theirs. But then again, like many say, you often only remember the nice things afterwards. So maybe I’m just inaccurate.